It was a really really good fic. So you should actually be proud of it and feel sad when you are finished. I hope you will write more long fics like that, it was really a pleasure reading it.

It also made me kind of/maybe/perhaps want to write my own Bleach fic too... and I never had that inclination before.

I seriously don't think you are much of a dork though, since you are not the one who felt like crying after writing a final exam because it spelled the end of a good class. Now, THAT is dorky.