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Jaina ([personal profile] effervescible) wrote2001-12-21 06:21 pm
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Why am I so lonely all of a sudden? I should be in a good mood after today...new hairstyle, fixed comp...and I am, when I think about it. I guess I'm not really sad, just...maybe I crave human contact. Maybe I should call my Jeff. Tomorrow, definitely.

I want to do something for Kiri for Christmas. What, I have no idea. Not an actual gift, as in one that costs money, but...something nice. `cuz she rocks and I'm surprised that we've only known each other for around a month and I like to show people that I care about them. And she rocks. ^_^ Fanart for one of her works would be nice, but my artistic talent is stained glass and that doesn't really translate well to the online medium. Hmmm.

Is it really almost Christmas? Doesn't feel like it. Cripes, I still have to send Le her present(s) and maybe still send cards to the Hut of Evil! I suck at mailing of any kind, I don't know why I bother trying to do cards. But I want to. Even if they end up being New Year's cards.

So the semester is over. Already? It feels so fast--I'm halfway done with my sophomore year of college. Heck, credits-wise, I'm already a junior! Which will come in handy when we decide what exactly we're doing for housing next year. (3-person suite? Drool. Drool.) But I'm going to be a senior for at least a year and a half, so itdoesn't count for much. And we've got a whole half year to go on this one. Becky and I haven't killed each other yet, so I think it'll work out. God knows I have flaws as a roommate, but I think generally we complement each other. I'm glad to have her as a friend and a roommate--looking back at last year, it's hard to understand how I shared space with Lisa for a whole year. I barely knew the girl. And yet she shared my personal space. Weird. I feel much better about myself academically-speaking. Being creative writing (yep, got the confirmation e-mail the other day--most people get their portfolios approved, so it's not like I was worried) and VCT really makes me feel better. It'll help employability immensely, and I just like it. I wonder what I'd be doing if I hadn't met Val. Maybe I'd be freaking out more, or in an extra program that's wrong for me, or maybe I would have found my way anyways. Oh, well, doesn't bear thinking about. Val is one of the things in my life that I am very thankful for. I'm lucky to have her as a friend.

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Okay. I'm feeling cheerier now that I've read DeadLegato's Trigun Christmas Carol. giggle. Runaway Kangaroo. Chastity belts. giggle.